I found you at last...

You know...
when you were young,
you had so much energy.
thats because there is a strong motivation pushing you
but as someone grows old
one would slowly concentrate and focus too much on what they are doing
and they believe that motivations are for wimps
but these motivations are the ones that push you the extra mile

these motivations are found in your past childhood...
when its time it would reveal its identity...

i found mine which i think it is...
i am a engine running on happiness
laughter seems to be able to push me forward...
when i was young i would force my brother to tell me jokes
and i would laugh all the time,
til my mum is disturbed...

as i grew older i lost all this laughter
my life immediately plunged into cold darkness...
but today i found the laughter again...

feel so light...
HAHAHA...

SMILE!!!